When the Holidays Hurt: The Christmas I Lost Hope—and Found Faith
Hope and faith are never more deeply tested than in seasons of loss—and the holidays can magnify the ache in ways we never expected. In this heartfelt and timely episode, Catherine shares her personal journey of holding on to faith when hope seems out of reach, inviting listeners into a story as raw as it is redemptive.
Christmas often conjures images of joy and togetherness, but for many families, it can also emphasize what's been lost—a loved one’s absence, a fractured relationship, or dreams that haven’t materialized. Catherine unpacks the question: How do you cling to faith when hope feels broken?
Through the moving account of her own experience, Catherine reveals:
- The intertwined nature of hope and faith—like sisters searching for one another in the darkest moments.
- The surprising ways God meets us in our grief and disappointment, even when prayers seem unanswered and dreams feel dead.
- Her journey through the miscarriage of a child named Hope and the birth of her daughter Evangeline Faith, illustrating how faith often rises from the ashes of dashed hope.
- The symbolic lesson of two tiny angels—Hope and Faith—and the divine timing and comfort they brought during times of loss and longing.
This episode acknowledges the realities of heartache during the holidays, while offering a message of profound encouragement: When hope feels lost, our faith can flourish in its place, anchored by the presence of Jesus—Emmanuel, God with us.
Key takeaways include:
- Faith isn’t just for the easy times; it’s forged in the waiting, the searching, and the grieving.
- Hope lives eternally anchored in Heaven, but faith is given for the here and now, carrying us through seasons of sorrow.
- God redeems suffering and restores hope, sometimes in ways we cannot yet see.
Resources and encouragement for parents:
- Free gifts for subscribers at com—including the ebook "Beyond the Lies," scripture songs, and a prodigal bundle for parents carrying extra burdens during the holidays.
- Sneak peeks for upcoming episodes, including a "Best Of" holiday film episode and a powerful New Year’s episode focused on biblical strategies for facing giants in 2026.
Join Catherine for this vulnerable conversation—where loss meets promise, hope anchors the soul, and faith breathes new life into even the hardest seasons.
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