"I Felt God Embrace Me" Kawe Ferreira Testimony

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In today's episode, Becket Cook interviews Kawe, who shares his powerful testimony of God's mercy and transformative healing. Born in Japan to Brazilian parents, Kawe moved to America at age nine, navigating cultural shifts, family yelling that left him feeling unsafe, bullying over his sensitive nature, and the deep struggles of same-sex attraction and p0*rn addiction. He opens up about suppressing emotions, developing stomach issues rooted in fear of man and shame, and his desperate search for answers while trying to honor God.

Kawe's story highlights his radical encounter with God's jealous love, learning sonship and grace through Romans 8, resting in Christ instead of earning love, and finding freedom from the root insecurities in masculinity that fueled his same-sex attraction.

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Becket Cook was born and raised in Dallas, Texas. He attended Jesuit College Preparatory School of Dallas. After graduating from college, Becket moved to Los Angeles. He worked as a production designer with the top photographers and directors in the world on fashion shoots for magazines such as Vogue and Harper’s Bazaar, and for ad campaigns such as Gap, L'Oréal Paris, and Nike.

Becket lived as a gay man his entire adult life until he came to faith in Christ in 2009. He has lived all over the world in major cities such as Rome, Vienna, and Tokyo, and spends much of his time in ministry, speaking at churches, universities.

Becket graduated from Talbot School of Theology at Biola University in 2017 with a Master of Arts in Theology. His book, A Change of Affection: A Gay Man's Incredible Story of Redemption, with a foreword by Francis Chan, published by Thomas Nelson, released July 30, 2019.